Thursday, September 30, 2010

Visiting a legacy...

Each day is a gift we are not entitled to. We are called to take a path that few journey on. I wrote a blog about the Legacy I want to leave behind on 7/09 and I keep thinking about what this life really means???

Would anyone notice if God called me home? I wonder how long till people realize I am not around...I am only on speaking terms with one of my brothers and my grandparents. I talk to them every couple of months and they live in VA. My mom (my only living parent) isn't speaking to me or my other brother. I don't have any family here in FL so how long would it take for people to know???

Since I am absent from their daily lives would it matter to anyone? I am NOT thinking in terms of being suicidal but I don't want to live this life then be called home by my maker to have not made a difference. What would my purpose have been if I didn't help somone, change someone's life by living as an example of Christ.

Have I made a difference? Did I do all God called me to do? Would people remember me and if they do, for what? If we don't conciously make an effort to make a difference time will slip by and we will look back on all the things we should have done not what we did!

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