So here goes my life :) I hear from God, I struggle if I really heard from God to do something (mainly the struggle is because I want to help everyone and serve everywhere but I can't do it all) BTW...the struggle is normal if we didn't wrestle with "confirming" it is from God then we are probably too cocky that we know everything. The reality is we need to seek him when he speaks to know what direction to go because you can bet that the enemy is going to try to knock you off course.
I committed to go to Haiti...not really much money to put towards it due to the mounting medical bills that came after having an unplanned complication which resulted in a hospital stay and many additional services but I know God is bigger than the bills :(
About 3 weeks ago I sent out some letters to friends and family back home asking them to search their hearts to determine if they could help me. I asked them to pray and determine if God was leading them to help me with a financial blessing or prayer. I struggled with 2 of the letters because I am not that close to these family members and it has been a very, very long time since I have spoken to them.
Last week I got a check from one of them and a letter with very kind words. Then today I got another check from someone who in the past has criticized my desire to help others through missions. I won't lie it really flipped my world that God has pressed on their hearts to help me. I love that God uses those who you think won't respond while the ones I thought would haven't.
This has ignited my Sun Stand Still prayer...I have a few but one that has been rooted in the deepest place of my soul....I am going BOLDLY to the throne of the Lord and I won't stop praying, seeking and searching!!! In the past, I have quietly approached God whispering my prayer. I believe God will give me what I see as impossible because he has not only put the desire in my heart but he wants the best for me.
What do you feel is impossible to ever come true??? Take it to God and with all you have believe he will do the impossible.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
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