A Lost Moment in Time...

Ever feel like your running a race to beat the clock? Did you look up and find out the clock stopped ticking? The harder you run the more behind you get, a slower you become the more fast the world speeds around you. It's like a bad dream you can't wake up from yet you never went to sleep so how do you snap out of this stage? You close your eyes to be plagued with all the unanswered prayers, the nightmares waiting to come true, a vision of hope slips through your fingers as you reach out to catch it. What do you do now? This sinking feeling in your chest is growing live a dark cave sucking you in, your being devoured by the endlessness of it all.

What is to come of this lost moment in time?

Good Grief...

Wow...it's been a almost 2 months since my last post but I have a good reason, because I have been living my life and living it to the fullest. I have completed two 5ks, I train a couple times a week, I work A LOT, I have been planning and planning a couple things, I have been struggling with the future and what mine holds. God holds my plans and is preparing my steps. My heart is longing to do his work and I know it is going to take me out of Tallahassee. I have also been dealing with the heart break of those in ministry hurting me and others around me. I guess no one is free from it. Pain can be caused by those who call themselves Christ followers because we all get so caught up in our lives some forget we are all still human.

2 new tats...to symbolize the stage I am in right now, actually to represent what I have survived. I can't wait for Christmas and my snowboarding trip coming up!