What if...?

Okay, I originally wrote this blog out on a scratch piece of paper at work on Tuesday. My spirit became grieved all of a sudden to the point I wrote this and went to the bathroom to have a good cry! Then this morning in a "pissy" fit with nothing going my way as I try to leave the apartment I heard this song by Nickelback. It goes perfect with my blog. It made me stop and think about what is important in this life.

What if I lost my life today? What if God called me home? No warning and my time on earth was over. What would the people I leave behind think? What legacy will I leave? Don't get me wrong I want to be here for as long as God needs me to serve on earth. Yet as a Christ follower I realize I live moment to moment and my life is guided and directed by my maker.

I wonder if I go home will my short time on earth have effected anyone? Will the effects be a kingdom one or did I do more harm than good? I love my Lord and Savior more than I can express in words. I whole hearted prayer is that I did not do anything to bring harm to His glorious name and if I did I beg for his forgiveness.

I am not perfect and never will be. I have made mistakes in my life but haven't we all? I hope I'm not judged by them but remembered for the difference I have tried to make as one solider in God's army. Our father has love and mercy flowing from his fingertips to our hearts. I love each and EVERY person no matter who you are and thank YOU for taking the time to read my blog. I pray God will bless your life.

Somebody said a Prayer

This morning after a restless night of praying and feeling a spiritual battle going on this song came on TV. I normally do not have the TV on but I decided to flip it on to help motivate me to get ready. This song captured my attention. The words really hit me, see I have a heart for prayer...in my younger years of bullying and abuse I suffered over time the only thing I had was prayer. Back then I wasn't a Christ follower but somewhere along the way I learned to pray and it never left me.

I love the part where he says...somebody said a prayer, somebody had some faith, somebody hit their knees for Heaven sakes

This should always be our first repsonse to life. I am striving daily to make sure when my life is messing up that I go to God first instead of complaining or running to a friend. God is my sole provider. :)

12 hours for the Lord

Today started at 2:53 a.m. when God woke me up. It was like a snapping of fingers sound that awoke me...all I could hear in my spirit was "It's done, It's done". God gave me my part of the message for tonight's Sold Out service for the youth. I am praying, seeking and expecting God to do AMAZING things at our Freedom Reigns service next week. This generation has so much coming at them and they need Jesus! The addictions and bondage they are in have them wrapped so tight they can barely breathe. They need Jesus to breathe life into them so they can shine as lights in the darkness and face this world.

A Mission, A Vision, A Call...

Sold Out! God is so amazing, I am witnessing walls coming down by the Glory of the Lord. We seek His face, plan, research, listen, fast and pray! Let Your Kingdom come, Your Will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. We cry out to the Lord, we need You and Your presence to change this generation.

Few chose the narrow path just as few responded to answer the call to change a generation desparetly seeking your face, hope and change! God will bless us and the work done, we sacrifice to show God's love and serve those put in our care.

God your glory will shine!!!

I love you Jesus!!!

A life lost with a legacy that will live forever

Yesterday I attended a funeral of a woman who touched many people's lives. The preacher reminded us that in life we all make choices that may not be the right ones but our lives should be remembered for all we did not those mistakes.

The man who lost his wife spoke and through the tears reminded all of us to love each other unconditionally. Never get lazy or let pride get in the way! It made me realize God allows each of our lives cross paths regardless of whether we know why in the moment or not.

Show God's love every chance you get even if it is to a stranger. We are ALL God's children and he wants to see each of us in Heaven with them when the end comes!