What if...?

Okay, I originally wrote this blog out on a scratch piece of paper at work on Tuesday. My spirit became grieved all of a sudden to the point I wrote this and went to the bathroom to have a good cry! Then this morning in a "pissy" fit with nothing going my way as I try to leave the apartment I heard this song by Nickelback. It goes perfect with my blog. It made me stop and think about what is important in this life.

What if I lost my life today? What if God called me home? No warning and my time on earth was over. What would the people I leave behind think? What legacy will I leave? Don't get me wrong I want to be here for as long as God needs me to serve on earth. Yet as a Christ follower I realize I live moment to moment and my life is guided and directed by my maker.

I wonder if I go home will my short time on earth have effected anyone? Will the effects be a kingdom one or did I do more harm than good? I love my Lord and Savior more than I can express in words. I whole hearted prayer is that I did not do anything to bring harm to His glorious name and if I did I beg for his forgiveness.

I am not perfect and never will be. I have made mistakes in my life but haven't we all? I hope I'm not judged by them but remembered for the difference I have tried to make as one solider in God's army. Our father has love and mercy flowing from his fingertips to our hearts. I love each and EVERY person no matter who you are and thank YOU for taking the time to read my blog. I pray God will bless your life.