Every feel like you are being prepared for a battle? I know in a short amount of time, well probably long to me but short in God's eyes that my life is going to somehow explode for his kingdom...I can tell by things lining up in my life he is preparing me. It is exciting and yet scary at the same time.
I find myself being critical of who I am and what I can offer God. After all, I feel so broken and weak at time but that is when I feel closest to Him so it becomes a unique place to be. So many times it feels like I am in a place I do not belong and I don't just mean living on earth when my home is Heaven. It's like Tallahassee, FL isn't my home yet Roanoke, VA wasn't either and now I see my future opening up for Charlotte, NC once again but I know in my heart God isn't ready for me to leave FL just yet but just know he is preparing the way. Again a unique place to be...maybe this feeling of not finding my "home" is how he is growing and stretching me to reach my destiny...my God ordained purpose in this life.
I have always felt a calling on my life one that goes way beyond Sunday morning serving in church but a life calling. I have and will continue to lay down my life for God and what he wants me to do. I know sometimes I get in my own way because I want to rush the process and he times everything according to His plans not mine.
I want my legacy to be that I cared and loved everyone who steps in my path in this life. I love the Lord with all my heart and want the world to know it not just by my words but how I live my life. One day at a time, one moment...they all make a difference!
Friday, August 27, 2010
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