Every have one of those days??

All week I have been dreading tonight. I haven't known why until now. I'm 12 hours away from home and I haven't been home in 3 months. However, my entire life has flipped upside down in the past 4 months and there are A LOT more changes to come. I really miss my family and wish I could be there...at this point I am tempted to just drive home to get a hug from my mom and have her tell me face to face "everything will be okay". I just have to realize that everything happens for a reason and God allows things to happen to us (sometimes these things are a result of our "bad" decisions) but it's all for a purpose. Every life is created for a reason. I battle with the idea of moving home but I know God wants me here. I have a mission at hand and until I am moved I will serve faithfully right here.