Tuesday, November 4, 2008

An ah-ha moment...

Have you ever felt like you were floating through life not knowing or understanding your purpose? I had one of those days, right now I don't know if I have seen a glimpse of the future or if it will be the present moment. My moment was Tuesday night...I have been asking God why am I here...what do you want me doing...do you want me to move...just speak to me...I need to hear from you.

Weeks of seeking and my life changed in one phone call. A received a phone call from someone in need of my help. Without a second thought I hopped into reaction mode to help them. I realized that I am needed here...there are lost and broken people who I can help in this world. Although I am not perfect, I give God my life to use me as he choses.

At times it costs me "fun" to the world and many judge me for not being like them but that's okay...my reward is not here on earth but in Heaven. I will not live for this world when I know paradise is waiting for me when Jesus returns to take his children home with him. However, make no mistake if you do not know Jesus then the father will cast you into the lake of Hell. There will be no way for you to plead your case of the right things you did on earth. If you did not know the father then he will not know you on judgement day.

Hell is a place of torture not a party. Those sent there will only know suffering and will never have peace. They will watch those in Heaven and see all that paradise had to offer...yes had to offer because Hell is not a place for restoration but a place of final resting. Once you are sent there you will never leave!

I repent of my sins and know that I am not perfect and fall short of the Glory of God. That is why I need his love and mercy to help me make it. He is so wonderful and I love Jesus with all my heart and soul!

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